Pensive.
September 24, 2011As of late, I’ve been in a very thoughtful mood. It seems to be very productive for philosophizing, but not for doing actual work.
For instance.
Sometimes, after school, I should go somewhere and do my homework before practice, so I don’t have much to do when I get home. But I feel such a lack of motivation; all I want to do is sit on a bench and look at the clouds. It’s probably really good for my mental development, but not for my grades. They’ve been not up to my usual standards. Part of this is because I am taking harder classes, but it doesn’t help that my motivation for studying is nil. In fact, I’m doing it right now. I have a chemistry test in two days.
In other news, Nanowrimo is gon’ be fun this year.
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Yeah, agreed…
I remember when I felt so motivated to study harder and try to reach my goals, but now I feel kinda of aimless. I know what my goal is/was, I just don’t feel the drive that I did before. I put off everything to the last minute, get very little sleep, and the quality of my work is at its lowest. It really sucks and it’s definitely showing in my grades.